It's Not Worth It.

Sometimes we find ourselves wanting something so bad, that when it all falls apart in front of our faces, we have nobody to blame but ourselves. We push so hard for things to work and without even realizing it, we end up faking things to make it seem real. To make it seem like everything is okay, when we know for a fact that it's not. We don't want to come to the conclusion that our doubts and worries are correct. We do everything in our power to make our assumptions incorrect. But in the end, we end up hurting ourselves more than we would have originally. It has been a long week, filled with a lot of emotions. I think that it is hard for us to accept being hurt and accept that someone we cared about hurt our feelings. Nobody wants to feel hurt or be hurt by others, but in reality, it happens and it is completely out of our control. We can't go back and change things or pretend like they never happened, because it did. It did happen and it did hurt, but we need to get up off our feet and wipe the tears away and pull ourselves together. Because we are stronger than that. We all are. Nobody deserves to get hurt, but it happens and it is a learning experience. We discover a new piece of ourselves every-time we get hurt. A piece that makes us stronger and establishes why we deserve better and what to do next time. In reality, it's not worth it to fake emotions or pretend like everything is okay when it's not. It's easier to suck it up and accept the fact that things are not going the way we want it to. It's not worth it to drag something out until it all comes crashing down infront of us.